Wednesday, July 25, 2012

Anyone else have this problem??

It doesn't matter how hard I try to get things done, my day invariably goes the direction of the picture to the left. I have good intentions at the start of each day, I really do, but I don't know if it's that it's summer, or what, but at about 1:30 in the afternoon (every day!), my intentions go out the window and I decide a nap is probably the most important thing I can accomplish that day.

I keep thinking my tired state is due to my job. [Hey, did I tell you about my job?? Friends of mine own a restaurant and I clean it for 2 hours every morning (M-F). It is a fantastic job because it doesn't really require me to think very much, so my mind can wander, I can pray, I can solve the problems of the world or just sing along to whatever music is playing. AND, I get a bit of a workout every day! The best part is that I am home by 9:15 every morning and by the end of the month I've paid my rent. It is perfect and I am very thankful.] I've been doing this job for a couple of months now so you would think I would be used to it by now and not needing to nap every day because of a couple hours of mopping, dusting and vacuuming.

I also have another job that doesn't require anything physical of me, but wow does it take up my brain space! I am learning to write grant proposals for funding applications for non-profit organizations. Holy complex stuff Batman! I really like the challenge, and I can't wait to see if I can actually bring in the money, but my head hurts at the end of that kind of work. (Another great reason to have a nap, by the way. Nothing gets rid of a headache like a good nap in the afternoon.)

Another reason that I could be so tired every day is my uterus. (my apologies to the two guys that read  my blog!) I am waiting on a hysterectomy because "Eunice" (that's what we call it so the conversations we have out in public are not quite so disturbing to others) is falling out. Apparently, if your Eunice is behaving as badly as mine is, it can be quite exhausting. I am not completely convinced this is true, but it has been authenticated by women who have walked this road before me, so really, who am I to say differently? (By the way, this is one of the many perks to having some women friends who are older than me.)

Of course, there is always the stand by reason for exhaustion... I am a single parent to two teenage boys and teenage boys seem to take way more time and energy (physical AND mental) than baby, toddler, preschool or school age boys COMBINED!

I suppose the point of all this is to say that I am all out of whack and I'm not getting any of the things done that I thought I was going to be getting done this summer. Hey, maybe I should change The Stripper Project to a Sleep Study Project. Now there's an idea...

How are the rest of you doing? Are you lazing your summer days away? And it is totally ok by me if you are (I don't want to be a hypocrite after all.).  Or are you in full stripper mode?

I am going to make one teeny, tiny goal for myself. Before this time next week, I want to have at least listed the stuff from my brother's storage unit on Craigslist. Theoretically I could even do that from my bed. All it would take is to list one or two things before I close my eyes for nap time. Surely I can do that. We'll see how that works out.

There is so much more that I could tell you, but it wouldn't be right of me to complain about being tired and then get caught blogging at midnight, would it?

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  1. I can sure relate to this one. I keep feeling like I'm in a state of total overwhelm... but I really have nothing to be overwhelmed about! I think part of it is the hot weather, it's really been crazy. I think Denver has had a total of something like 85 days over 100F in it's entire history, and 13 of them have been this year. It's just crazy... it's almost impossible to go outside, and I can't escape the lingering worry that this is the "new normal."

    Plus, it's just been one horrible tragedy after another here, what with forest fires and movie theater massacres... none have touched me personally, but it's just death and destruction any time you turn on the TV... and to top it off, Colorado is a "battleground state" in the upcoming election, so we have the privilege of being pelted with just amazingly hateful commercials round the clock. Oy Vey! Perhaps I should just turn off the television!

    Whine, whine, whine! Anyhow, I'm gonna follow your lead and stop complaining and go to bed now!

    I hope you feel better after Eunice makes her exit!

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    1. Hey Cat!
      Colorada has been hit so hard this summer with so many tragedies. It must be a difficult place to be at times.
      We haven't had the heat up here in Vancouver - in fact we have had a HUGE amount of rain! Not much of a summer so far :(
      I can't wait until I can say good bye to Eunice and start to regain some stamina and do some active stuff again. In the meantime... happy napping :)
      Diane

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  2. As an older woman I can tell you from experience that once Eunice is out of your life, you will stat to feel better. You will also be thrown into menopause, even if you keep your ovaries. Nobody told me that.

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